babies everywhere!

I know tons of people that are having babies and they're all young. WHAT IS WRONG WITH THEM! I hope no one takes this personally but why would anyone want to have a child at this age? I just don't understand. Its called use a condom if you don't like having sex with a condom get birth control and if you want to be really risky and use neither there is always plan b! I mean come on that is 3 simple ways to prevent pregnancy. I want to finish school, live my life, have a career, get married, THEN have a baby.

I have two cousins that are around the same age as me and they both have two kids! wtf? It just makes me so mad they are so young they're practically babies themselves! My neighbor whom I was best friends with from kinder till we were freshmen in hs also just had a baby, precious but besides the point. All 3 people I grew up with have children! Its just so bizzare to me! Don't get me wrong I love their kids to death but still!

As you can tell from this blog Tiffany will not be having any kids anytime soon lol.
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i miss my bestfriend.

I have 3 bestfriends all whom i love very much! I see two of them basically everyday, but the other one I hardly see her. Ida Marie lives 9 hrs away! As much as I love all of my bestfriends me and Ida just have this weird connection i can tell her everything and anything and she always knows what to say. Its never a dull moment with us and i miss that! We have fun just hanging out at home being craziesss! I havent seen her since this summer and times like this when im going through a rough time is when i miss her the most. I wish it was as easy as me just getting in my car and driving down there but with school and work it seems nearly impossible! Hopefully I see her more than I did in 2010, I only saw her once. I'm making it my mission for us to reunite more times than 2010 lol.

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overwhelmed.

I know school JUST started but I'm just overwhelmed with everything that is going on in my life.  I go to school Monday through Thursday (which is great) but then i have to work. I work about 35 hrs a week plus 12 hours of school. I would work less but if I do I simply won't have any money. My parents stop paying for most of my things once I got a job. All I pay for is school and my car along with gas, food, clothes, etc. It's really hard to both so everyone without having to pay for their stuff ENJOY IT WHILE IT LASTS, no seriously. It is killing me. On top of all of this I hardly see my baby sister. She only comes over 3 days a week and she always comes on days that I work. If I had decent hours I would be okay but no I work from 3-11pm no time to pick her up and see her for a few. I hope things get easier as the semester goes on or I adjust to it. Sorry for all the venting, I just feel so relieved when I blog what I feel.

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Starting fresh.

It's a new year! This year I'm going to try and blog more! I love reading other peoples blogs , as stalker-ish as I may sound, that I want to really start my own. Many people may not read and it's fine but for me it will be a way to vent about my life and how feel instead of telling my friends that can probably careless.

This new year has started out a bit rough for me. My mother moved out this Friday and I am truly hurt that my parents are getting divorced not because of me but because of my little sister that is only 5, not only will she grow up in two home and possibly two moms and two dads. I know many parents get divorced and a lot of kids go through this but it just really hurts.


My mom keeps wanting me to visit her apartment but I just can't. The moment I go to her apartment it will all be even more real to me than it already is, and im really mad at her for taking my baby sister with her. Lillie is the reason i try hard in everything I do, I want to be a great role model for her.  She only stays with me and my dad 3 days a week and it is very hard to see her when i go to school everyday and work about 30 hrs a week.

I know can only get better from here so I will patiently wait what 2011 has in store for me<3