Starting fresh.

It's a new year! This year I'm going to try and blog more! I love reading other peoples blogs , as stalker-ish as I may sound, that I want to really start my own. Many people may not read and it's fine but for me it will be a way to vent about my life and how feel instead of telling my friends that can probably careless.

This new year has started out a bit rough for me. My mother moved out this Friday and I am truly hurt that my parents are getting divorced not because of me but because of my little sister that is only 5, not only will she grow up in two home and possibly two moms and two dads. I know many parents get divorced and a lot of kids go through this but it just really hurts.


My mom keeps wanting me to visit her apartment but I just can't. The moment I go to her apartment it will all be even more real to me than it already is, and im really mad at her for taking my baby sister with her. Lillie is the reason i try hard in everything I do, I want to be a great role model for her.  She only stays with me and my dad 3 days a week and it is very hard to see her when i go to school everyday and work about 30 hrs a week.

I know can only get better from here so I will patiently wait what 2011 has in store for me<3